“All is well.”

A little drawing a made while visiting my brother Joe in Maryland many years ago. Joe and Walt had two beautiful geriatric Golden Retrievers — Chassidy and Polar Bear. Chassidy was a bit neurotic but Bear was all gentleness and peace: the closest thing to heaven on earth.

One day as I was writing/sketching in my journal, I glanced over at Bear and did this quick drawing. A moment of inspiration for me. The usual for him.

…adding some work

Once again, I’m returning after a long hiatus. Here is some work from hither and yon.

A drawing for a friend

My best friend since the day I entered the Society of Jesus was Mark Toohey. He died way too young of a brain tumor.
Mark was an avid Dodgers fan. I was — and am — a Giants fan. In 1988, the Dodgers won the World Series. The most memorable moment of that series was the heroic home run hit by Krik Gibson. As a gift to Mark, I did this drawing for him.
The quality of this image isn’t great. It’s a photo of the drawing that Mark’s brother sent to me. The date on the drawing is 1976 (our entrance date into the Jesuits) + 12 years.

This is proof that I can actually stay within the lines if I need to.

Another painting that I gave Mark: one of the series I had done reflecting on Genesis One. Since Mark’s death in 1999, it has found a home of Jane and Jim McNaught in San Juan Capistrano. Jane is Mark’s sister. She was kind enough to send me a photo of my painting.

Heaven. Hi, Mark!

Two multi-media assemblages

Working with Franklyn, I did some multi-media work. Here are two of my favorites.

For Vincent, 1999

Vincent Van Gogh has become something of a patron saint for me. One of my earliest introductions to serious art was when I was able to see a major collection of his work in 1970. The Van Gogh Museum was being constructed in Amsterdam and the main corpus of his work was sent on a world tour. The De Young Museum was one of the places to exhibit this “once in a lifetime” show.

I remember standing in line with hundreds of others to catch a glimpse of Vincent’s work — 14 year old me trying to look over the shoulders of bigger people to see his Sunflowers, landscapes and empty old shoes. Then my mom read a brief notice in a local neighborhood newspaper that the exhibition was being held over one extra day. I went back. And the museum was almost empty. Just me and Vincent — and a few other souls. I think that day Vincent began to speak to my soul:

He wanted to serve God from the pulpit. But he found his voice, mission and salvation in paint. While I’ve not lost the pulpit in my life, in my best moments — and most healthy and grounded, it’s paint that is usually there too.

This image is made up of several significant elements:

  • an icon of Jesus
  • a postcard of Vincent, with had and red beard
  • the cut out border of another postcard with a small piece of a stamp from the Netherlands (a card sent to me by a close friend)
  • an old stretched canvas; ragged and stained, I turned it over to use not its surface but its hidden interior
  • two pieces of old undergraduate drawings
  • three pieces of the set of Loyola High’s Midsummer Night’s Dream painted with high luster deep blue stage paint
  • 5 Eucalyptus acorns (Franklyn always told us to use odd numbers when adding elements) These acorns are from a tree in Golden Gate Park — the very tree that I stood under in 1970 waiting to get into the Van Gogh exhibition
  • liquid varnish poured onto the icon/old canvas

Tribute to Michelangelo, 1999

Another assemblage with significant elements:

  • a charcoal drawing of a street from a summer course at the California College of Arts and Crafts in Oakland sometime in the 1980’s
  • another old canvas turned upside down and painted with black gesso
  • the back of a piece of canvas board painted with light blue, with black gesso drips
  • another piece of the set from Midsummer Nights Dream
  • old tube of blue oil paint
  • torn page of old journal
  • wire spine of journal with single page attached
  • edge of back cover of journal painted with black gesso
  • five Eucalyptus acorns attached with black caulking material
  • photo of Michelangelo’s Deposition from the Cross/Pieta from Florence
  • poured liquid varish

The image of Michelangelo’s sculpture is something that I purchased in Florence when I went to Europe for the first time in 1974. I was transfixed by this work of art. I lost all track of time and discovered that I had been in front of it for over an hour. That is when I discovered the power of art. The image is one that I treasured. Every place I ever lived, from San Francisco, to Davis, to the Novitiate, LMU, Fordham and Loyola High — it was the very first thing I put on the wall. In 1988, I gave it to Mark Toohey as a Christmas present.

In 1999, after Mark’s death, his brother Rick was sorting through his belongings. He asked me if I knew anything about the photo. I claimed it. But I could no longer just hang it on the wall. It meant something new now. So I baptized it with paint, gesso, varnish and eucalyptus acorns.

A painting that I didn’t screw up

A Prophet, 1999
A Prophet (detail), 1999

Loosely based on the Book of Kells, I used black caulk to outline the basic figure then starting pouring liquid acrylic paint onto the canvas while it was flat on some sawhorses. Added a couple of pieces of cheesecloth that were saturated with paint, some gel medium and lots and lots of gesso. Always lots of gesso. Did some detail work on the eyes.

A Prophet (detail), 1999

This is a large painting. And a success. Mainly because I stopped before I f***ed it up by overworking it. Which I usually do when left to my own devices. Let go. I’m still learning.